Current mood:	thankful
Current music:	One last breath : Creed

Since tomorrow's hari raya aidilfitri and today's the last day of Ramadhan,
i decided to give my thanks (:

I thank God for giving me life and allowing me to live for 17 years and counting, discovering small little gifts He has left behind for me on this earth (: allowing me to stumble along the way and hurt to understand that life isnt a bed of roses but bringing me up to my highest right after that. Thank you God for teaching me that when one door closes, another one opens (: and since then, i've stuck by this motto, having faith that everything happens for a reason.

I thank God for loving me in his special way and taking care of me. Thank you for forgiving me when i've done wrong and all those lessons He has taught me along the way. Mostly, i thank him for the 16th year on this earth as i realised that year was the one i learnt so much about me, the people around me and a lot more (:

I thank God for the following people :-

my younger sister-Nurul (or more affectionately called Nul): for being my strength (: she's been there for everything that has happened to me and continued loving me. she's seen me at my best and worst and no matter what, she never took her love away ((: i thank her for all those late night talks which usually ends up with me crying but yeah, i'm emotional so don't blame me, yar? i thank her for showing me that whatever i do, i've got to think about what i'm doing first because it's gonna affect her (: thank you God.

my parents: for everything really. i know i've been rude and insolent sometimes whenever i'm not feeling good but hey! teenagers are like that (: for the love they have showered on me and the warm home they have created for me to come back to. for all those career and higher education talks and arguments and for wanting what's best for me (: for the good night kisses and for guiding me along the way. for understanding me (well, most of the time) and for telling me that you're proud of me. thank you God.

my best friend in the whole entire world-Nur'Anastassia!: for being the friend everyone wants =P for all the hugs and tears. for going through the tough and rough times with me and loving me all the same. for looking out for me, making sure i dont get hurt. for all the candy hunting trips and for sharing with me her special world ((: for all those calls, especially the 2am one :D for putting up with me when i'm whining and for reminding me that no matter how unkind the world is, i'll always have her (: for teaching me endless lessons about life. Thank you God for the lovely 9-going-on-to-10 years i've shared with this girl!

my best guyfriend-Saiful: for all those MSN conversations and sms-es (: for the support and motivation he has given me and all the times he's teased me =P and i'll always remember the first time we met, how innocent and blur he looked. lol. for sharing the past few months of his life with me and for teaching me to always persevere and never give up (: for rekindling my love for my grandmama coz i'm in awe of how close he is to his grandpapa! Thank you God for letting me know that there is someone out there who is just like me! (: and that boys don't suck. lol.

my gurlies-Jasmine, Atiqah, Charlene: for showing me the true meaning of friendship (: and how right it is when they told me that when you join council, you'll make friends you'll be inviting to your wedding (x for showering me with love and attention. for listening to me. for teaching me so many lessons that i cant start to count (:

I thank God for Tiq for showing me independence redefined. for allowing me to see that i can be a great sister, friend, student and leader if i try (: for encouraging me to join the council. for being the one person i ran to when i wanted to cry so bad and for all those times we went shopping and starbucks-ing with Ain and knowing that if there was one person i can rely on, it'll be you (: Thank you God!

I thank God for Jasmine for being her (: although we are of different religions, she has reminded me over and over again to love you, God. for showing me that true love does exist and for all those hugs and letters we've exchanged. for all the pinkness in the world! for being patient with me (: for being thoughtful and all the fun we have had together! and for telling me to enjoy life and the world! Thank you God!

I thank God for Charlene for always being there for me no matter what (: for being the sunshine in my life and for loving me (((: for cheering me up and for understanding me. for all the encouragement she has given me with regards to chemistry. for all those girl talks in the welfare room on thursdays and for always knowing how to lighten my burden. Thank you God!

my loveliehs-Celine and Jia Wei: oh wow. for being the two most greatest friends ever! for cheering me up whenever i'm down and for allowing me to be who i am around them (: for never letting me down and for motivating me. for all the support they have given me along the way! for understanding me and covering up for me. for being my secret holders and for all those times we munched on snacks during lectures and tutorials (x Thank you God!

my council: for giving me something that mattered to me (: for teaching me to be both a great leader and a great follower. for the opportunity to widen my social circle and learn to listen. for letting me enjoy the Victoria Experience in a different way. for all those redshirt times and the smiles on the Victorians' faces when we've done great (: Thank you God!

my greatestfriends-Simaa and Adri: for moulding me to be who i am today (: for never forgetting me although we're in different schools and we're all so busy (okay i am always too busy). for the fun and laughter we shared in the 16th year. SIMAA AKU RINDU KAU lah. for putting our friendship above anything else and for forgiving my mistakes. Thank you God!

my 'sisters'-Meghna, Madhuri, Farhana, Yasmin and Sabirah: for being the greatest 'sisters' ever! for making my everyday in Victoria seem much more sunny and for keeping me updated on the latest gossip ;) for setting the standard for me, for reminding me to be nice to next year's batch of victorians the way you guys were to me ((: for loving me no matter how retarded i am and no matter how much i suck at chem. for being my support throughout the whole year! Thank you God!

Yasmin and Sab, for being great younger 'sisters' who make me feel so comfortable ((: for cherishing every moment we have together. for being the two most beautiful butterflies in my life and for leaving me the most important lesson of having fun! Thank you God!

the Victorians: yesh, everyone of you (: for making VJC what it is now. for showing the Victorian spirit every day of the year. for wearing that badge with pride. for the many hellos and waves you've sent me along the corridor which made my day, no matter who you are. for asking 'are you okay?' when i have a frown. for supporting the council and for being you! Thank you God.

my sweetheart-nsq: for being my reminder of life each and every day. for showing me there is more to life than what i see on the surface (: for all those random emails you've left me and making me feel important in your life. for giving me the chance to be with you as you go through your rough times. for keeping the love for Cedar embedded in me. for the inner strength that you have that awes me! for being the pretty girl that you are, both on the outside as well as in the inside ((: Thank you God for this girl!

my lj-rgs-sixers friends-roby, azu, azi and diana: for being the fun people that you guys are! ((: for all that sisterly love you guys have within the sixers. for all those comments you guys have left along the way on my livejournal and for instilling some sense of confidence in me (: Thank you God!

my long time lj friends-ceetee, saliha, nhr, mally, josh, qis, iqah, raf, azlyn (so many la!): for the strength and support you guys have given me (((: for the love you have showered me and for being the warm arms i run to for virtual hugs. for loving me for who i am and for putting up with my nonsensical rambles on my livejournal posts. for the friendships we have forged that will last for a long long time even if we go on till forever not meeting each other. for the fun in knowing that some day i might be walking past you in public and be too shy to say hi. for being a bunch of great friends i'll never dream of leaving ((: Thank you God!

my long lost cousin in law-Natasha: for the hugs and kisses and fun girly fun! for always understanding me and for never saying i'm wrong (x for being the darling that you are and for being both family and friend :D for the pictures that makes me smile no matter how down i am. for basically, being you! Thank you God!

ME: for the love he has for me. for the patience he has when it comes to me and my feelings (: for always understanding and always saying i'm pretty :D for always being him around me and for giving me the warm sense of belonging. for continuing to be the great guy friend he is even after what has happened between us (: for the secret friendship we have! Thank you God.

my tpjc friends-yanto, ain, shafiq...: for being great buddies! (((: for always making me feel welcome in your college. for being so proud of me, yanto. for listening to me whine and all, shafiq. for being a great gurlfriend, ain ((: thank you God!

for everyone else in my life: well, for playing a part in making me who i am today ((: Thank you God.

long entry (: take care, y'all!
and slmat hari raya aidilfitri in advanced! oh and if i dont reply to your smses tmr, sorry! (x the sms limit is dying (x -lovelove*