Nothing seems to be the way
That it used to
Everything seems shallow
God give me truth

Realisation #1: i'm becoming more chinese by the day. PERIOD. i think by the end of this year, i'll become a chinese muslim.

Realisation #2: results day is the most gloomy and depressing day on earth.

Realisation #3: I DO NOT LIKE ASHWIN IN THAT WAY. eeyyeer. george can be a horrible idiot when he wants to be and today, he has been officially crowned the idiot of the year since hello, if youknowwho hears that i like another boy, i'm so never getting a chance with him!

Realisation #4: I've got to work my ass off during Nov-Dec to make my sad grades into something that will shortlist me for Law. like seriously, starting today, i'm gonna mug like there's no tomorrow.

Realisation #5: I love my council so much. i realise that i feel so belonged to victoria because of the friends i've made as a councillor especially my exco (: IN YOUR FACE.

Realisation #6: someone told me today that i'm way too nice for my own good and that's why i'm always being taken for granted. he was like, "how many times have you done nice stuff for people, gone the extra mile for someone and how many times have people been nice and sweet to you? talk about karma" but later he sent me Jason Mraz's Song For A Friend so i love him for that. lol.

Realisation #7: i'm already late to go shoe shopping with mummy. bye!

Don't you run too fast my dear
Why don't you stop?
Just stop and listen to your tears
They're all you've got