[Tuesday, November 15th, 2005] [ music | Dear jamie... Sincerely Me : Hellogoodbye ] Dear Jamie I've got a letter I would like to send It's lacking strings of words with punctuation at the end. Should I trust this dialect? To convey the right effect? Dear Jamie I've got some things I'd like to set in pen I would have used a pencil but that's just not permanent. Should I trust my printer's ink? To express the things I think? Everything I've tried my best to think of something to contest With inside jokes and all the folks could have much more to say Dear Jamie this envelope have the resent my heart I'll seal it, send it off and wish it luck with its depart. This stamp will be every action and carry my affection Across the air and land easy Should I trust the poster's due? To deliver my heart to you? Everything I've tried my best to think of something to contest With inside jokes and all the folks could have much more to say Everything I've tried my best to think of something to contest With inside jokes and all the folks could have much more to say Give it up I can Flower and a hand I hope this helps you see Signed Sincerely me. (: it's been great, really. the whole 3 years at cherriesberries and i've tried many many times to move away from it but this time, it's for real. the memories that's stored in this livejournal is becoming too overwhelming and i dont think i can take it anymore. i started this when i was attached to him but of course he doesnt know the many things i've never told him and never will be able to tell him but have kept a secret here (: made tons of lj friends who've been great and have taught me the true meaning of friendship. that's why i'm so reluctant to move but i have to, period. thanks for the many comments you've left me to comfort, to congratulate or just to say you miss me (LIKE JOSH! MY KNIGHT!). and i'm gonna end this livejournal to move away from who i am to who i've becomed. dont worry, dearies (: i'll be back to read your posts through cherriesberries regularly and feel free to find my new blog through the various means you guys have! :D it's not coz of any of you, really. if i had a choice, i wont move but i need to discover a different me.take care of yourselves, alright? and know that no matter what, you remain in my heart forever. this feels like moving home. love, Shikin. |Reply| 20 |Comment| Memories|Edit |

[Sunday, November 13th, 2005] [ mood | accomplished ] ((: |Reply| 17 |Comment| Memories|Edit |

dear love, you crossed my mind today (: [Saturday, November 12th, 2005] [ music | I'm feeling you (feat Michelle branch) : Santana ] within the company of the past few days, i've realised that my close friends are beginning to be infected with love and all the troubles that comes with it. it's really amazing seeing how much love means to teenagers like me. i can't pretend like it doesnt bother me that that issue seems to be the only thing that's in their minds now apart from council and schoolwork (coz these two things are hardly off our minds (((:) i dont recall being this crazy about love when i was in primary school so why when i'm in junior college, it seems like a big thing to be loved and in love? being mature means knowing what's important and what's not. being the idealist that i used to be, love definitely ranks high on the importance scale but i realised that i've slowly become a cynic when it comes to matters of the heart. i seem to care more about which jobs i wanna take 10 years down the road and not whether i would have a steady boyfriend by then. i guess love cant change the fact that i know that with relationships, mess comes along. fights and arguments which seriously i see no point in having. they just tire me and make me cry so what's the point? because i love him? well, i can live without loving him if it means no mess. but then slowly loneliness creeps in. confused, yes i am. because it would be lovely to have a boyfriend but minus the fights and stuff. or maybe now's just not the right time (: i've got my whole life ahead of me; a levels, s papers, nus, jobs and more memories with jasmine, tiq, alvin, dory, charis, enqing, charlene, david and george (and jiahao and john although yest was the 1st time they were out with us. rofl) and i'm happy how it looks like right now (((: dinner at ritz was funfunfunfunfun! except the main course. ROFL. but i love their toilets and taking pictures of us! you can refer to jasmine's blog to get the pictures and further details on the night out for us! (((: and yesterday's laupasat+clarke quay outing was lovelieh. really looking forward to more of those late night outs for us! it's so exciting feeling so grown up :D and when we turn 18, hmmhmm ;) and all that shopping with jasmine and coffee with charlene are love! and cheese balls at taka were delicious! got myself a novel to mark a year of independence (((: crazy times like these make life worth living! and christmas is comingg, darlings! that means more presents, more fun, more memories, more love and more crazy times like yesterdayy. council chalet : 14 Nov - 16 Nov math makeup : 14 Nov redshirts training : 14 Nov deadline for progbooklet : 18 Nov dates out with bestie (tentative) : today and 21st Nov packing of goodie bags for sdd : 26 Nov yepp yepp november's filled up with fun for yours truly! it's a complicated web that you weaved inside my head |Reply| 14 |Comment| Memories|Edit |

[Friday, November 11th, 2005] look at what Jas made me! (((: i'm blessed! |Reply| 4 |Comment| Memories|Edit |

[Thursday, November 10th, 2005] [ mood | refreshed ] [ music | Going Under : Evanescence ] Please come now I think I'm falling I'm holding to all I think is safe It seems I found the road to nowhere And I'm trying to escape I yelled back when I heard thunder But I'm down to one last breath And with it let me say Let me say Hold me now I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking That maybe six feet Ain't so far down I'm looking down now that it's over Reflecting on all of my mistakes I thought I found the road to somewhere Somewhere in His grace I cried out heaven save me But I'm down to one last breath And with it let me say Let me say Hold me now I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking That maybe six feet Ain't so far down Sad eyes follow me But I still believe there's something left for me So please come stay with me 'Cause I still believe there's something left for you and me For you and me For you and me Hold me now I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking oralpresentation went smoothly (: better than expected but i kinda got really nervous in the beginning. ROFL. but all in all, WOOHOO! no more nonsense projectwork which sucks. seriously, i doubt i enjoyed any part of it but ohwells. glad that's over (: spent yesterday with yanto (((: i've not been out with him since forever and yesterday was just well overdued (x am ultraglad he called me up yesterdayy! we trotted off to esplanade, talked talked took retarded pictures talked talked ate icecream talked talked. ROFL. bah, you are much missed, dude (x then, we went to orchard to get stuff (((: met SAIFUL =P and now I know why HE was busy yesterday :D anyways, got myself a lovelieh punk notebook for 2006 and yanto got his slice of heaven xD had dinner and went home happy! now, i've got to rummage through my wardrobe for what to wear to Ritz for dinner tonight! so fun so fun so fun! |Reply| 6 |Comment| Memories|Edit |

[Monday, November 7th, 2005] [ music | Bila Rindu : Ruffedge ] dikeheningan malam termenungku berseorang tak lena mata dipejam terdengar suara terngiang suara merdu yg di sayang bagai kau didepan mata ku capai tapi tak kenal sukarnya memendam rasa ingin ku luahkan kata bila rindu,terkenang mu siang terasa sayu syahdunya jiwaku bila malam,makin kelam jauh terbang diriku melayang aku rindu sentuhanmu, ku rasa sayu inginkan jiwamu selubungi,jiwa ini,bawa ku dlm pelangi melepasi segala hati ini jauh angan ku lena,ku rasa kita bersama,kau bawa aku ke sana ke alam kisah yg lama,kenangan di dlm jiwa bila tersedar semula,disisiku kau tiada sukarnya ku pendam rasa,ingin ku luahkan semua ooooouuu bila rindu,terkenangmu siang terasa sayu syahdunya jiwaku bila malam,makin kelam jauh terbang diriku melayang aku rindu sentuhanmu, ku terasa sayu inginkan jiwamu selubungi jiwa ini,bawa ku dlm pelangi melepasi segala hati ini sesunguhnya kita mestilah wujudkan sefahaman dan hormatmu hormati,ikhlas,kasih, makin tak ada,bertemu semula awan yg mencas semesta menyampaikan pesan kesunyian kanda sendiri kesepian yg menyelubungi hari hari ku disajikan doa2 ku kerana rindu yg menanti kau dtg dan pergi seperti mimpi2 ku,fantasiku, bukan dongeng lagi yang sayup kedengaran disisi cuping,disetiap corong,lorong,yg lohong benar! ku tak bohong,bila hati menyanyi.. bila rindu,terkenang mu siang terasa sayu syahdunya jiwaku bila malam,makin kelam ooohhohhoo aku merindu,sentuhan mu ku rasa sayu inginkan jiwa selubungi,jiwa ini,bawa ku dlm pelangi melepasi batas oh bila rindu,terkenang mu sayang.,ku terasa sayu syahdunya jiwaku bila malam,makin kelam jauh terbang diriku melayang aku rindu,sentuhan mu ku rasa sayu (ku rindukan sentuhanmu)inginkan jiwamu selubungi,jiwa ini,bawa ku dlm pelangi melepasi batas diri ini (: |Reply| 3 |Comment| Memories|Edit |

hari raya #2 and #3 [Sunday, November 6th, 2005] [ mood | annoyed ] one more picture entry (i hope) i'm just being lazy and dont want to update-ish! ( more raya pictures(: ) and presenting my baby models! ( click for babies! ) i've got so many things to do :/ oralp's on thursday meaning GPF comes in on friday -big sigh* i don't like stupidannoyingirritatingbleaurgh projectwork! progbooklet for seniordinneranddance is due soon so i should get started! Jas, the walk in music, how? i've got some songs in mind ((: wanna come back on monday/tuesday/wednesday to run through? CCA review of the studentscouncil 2005 is also due soon. and welfare programming is due 11 Nov. the best thing? i'm working with Jasmine so i can cover all three things soon (((: plus i need to get my ass down to working for year2! math make-up lecture's on the 14 Nov. holiday? what holiday? :( |Reply| 11 |Comment| Memories|Edit |

hari raya day #1 [Friday, November 4th, 2005] so that's me in the car off to my maternal grandma's place (((: and click below for more pictures! ( selamat hari raya! -sings* ) enjoy! |Reply| 31 |Comment| Memories|Edit |

[Wednesday, November 2nd, 2005] [ mood | thankful ] [ music | One last breath : Creed ] Since tomorrow's hari raya aidilfitri and today's the last day of Ramadhan, i decided to give my thanks (: I thank God for giving me life and allowing me to live for 17 years and counting, discovering small little gifts He has left behind for me on this earth (: allowing me to stumble along the way and hurt to understand that life isnt a bed of roses but bringing me up to my highest right after that. Thank you God for teaching me that when one door closes, another one opens (: and since then, i've stuck by this motto, having faith that everything happens for a reason. I thank God for loving me in his special way and taking care of me. Thank you for forgiving me when i've done wrong and all those lessons He has taught me along the way. Mostly, i thank him for the 16th year on this earth as i realised that year was the one i learnt so much about me, the people around me and a lot more (: I thank God for the following people :- my younger sister-Nurul (or more affectionately called Nul): for being my strength (: she's been there for everything that has happened to me and continued loving me. she's seen me at my best and worst and no matter what, she never took her love away ((: i thank her for all those late night talks which usually ends up with me crying but yeah, i'm emotional so don't blame me, yar? i thank her for showing me that whatever i do, i've got to think about what i'm doing first because it's gonna affect her (: thank you God. my parents: for everything really. i know i've been rude and insolent sometimes whenever i'm not feeling good but hey! teenagers are like that (: for the love they have showered on me and the warm home they have created for me to come back to. for all those career and higher education talks and arguments and for wanting what's best for me (: for the good night kisses and for guiding me along the way. for understanding me (well, most of the time) and for telling me that you're proud of me. thank you God. my best friend in the whole entire world-Nur'Anastassia!: for being the friend everyone wants =P for all the hugs and tears. for going through the tough and rough times with me and loving me all the same. for looking out for me, making sure i dont get hurt. for all the candy hunting trips and for sharing with me her special world ((: for all those calls, especially the 2am one :D for putting up with me when i'm whining and for reminding me that no matter how unkind the world is, i'll always have her (: for teaching me endless lessons about life. Thank you God for the lovely 9-going-on-to-10 years i've shared with this girl! my best guyfriend-Saiful: for all those MSN conversations and sms-es (: for the support and motivation he has given me and all the times he's teased me =P and i'll always remember the first time we met, how innocent and blur he looked. lol. for sharing the past few months of his life with me and for teaching me to always persevere and never give up (: for rekindling my love for my grandmama coz i'm in awe of how close he is to his grandpapa! Thank you God for letting me know that there is someone out there who is just like me! (: and that boys don't suck. lol. my gurlies-Jasmine, Atiqah, Charlene: for showing me the true meaning of friendship (: and how right it is when they told me that when you join council, you'll make friends you'll be inviting to your wedding (x for showering me with love and attention. for listening to me. for teaching me so many lessons that i cant start to count (: I thank God for Tiq for showing me independence redefined. for allowing me to see that i can be a great sister, friend, student and leader if i try (: for encouraging me to join the council. for being the one person i ran to when i wanted to cry so bad and for all those times we went shopping and starbucks-ing with Ain and knowing that if there was one person i can rely on, it'll be you (: Thank you God! I thank God for Jasmine for being her (: although we are of different religions, she has reminded me over and over again to love you, God. for showing me that true love does exist and for all those hugs and letters we've exchanged. for all the pinkness in the world! for being patient with me (: for being thoughtful and all the fun we have had together! and for telling me to enjoy life and the world! Thank you God! I thank God for Charlene for always being there for me no matter what (: for being the sunshine in my life and for loving me (((: for cheering me up and for understanding me. for all the encouragement she has given me with regards to chemistry. for all those girl talks in the welfare room on thursdays and for always knowing how to lighten my burden. Thank you God! my loveliehs-Celine and Jia Wei: oh wow. for being the two most greatest friends ever! for cheering me up whenever i'm down and for allowing me to be who i am around them (: for never letting me down and for motivating me. for all the support they have given me along the way! for understanding me and covering up for me. for being my secret holders and for all those times we munched on snacks during lectures and tutorials (x Thank you God! my council: for giving me something that mattered to me (: for teaching me to be both a great leader and a great follower. for the opportunity to widen my social circle and learn to listen. for letting me enjoy the Victoria Experience in a different way. for all those redshirt times and the smiles on the Victorians' faces when we've done great (: Thank you God! my greatestfriends-Simaa and Adri: for moulding me to be who i am today (: for never forgetting me although we're in different schools and we're all so busy (okay i am always too busy). for the fun and laughter we shared in the 16th year. SIMAA AKU RINDU KAU lah. for putting our friendship above anything else and for forgiving my mistakes. Thank you God! my 'sisters'-Meghna, Madhuri, Farhana, Yasmin and Sabirah: for being the greatest 'sisters' ever! for making my everyday in Victoria seem much more sunny and for keeping me updated on the latest gossip ;) for setting the standard for me, for reminding me to be nice to next year's batch of victorians the way you guys were to me ((: for loving me no matter how retarded i am and no matter how much i suck at chem. for being my support throughout the whole year! Thank you God! Yasmin and Sab, for being great younger 'sisters' who make me feel so comfortable ((: for cherishing every moment we have together. for being the two most beautiful butterflies in my life and for leaving me the most important lesson of having fun! Thank you God! the Victorians: yesh, everyone of you (: for making VJC what it is now. for showing the Victorian spirit every day of the year. for wearing that badge with pride. for the many hellos and waves you've sent me along the corridor which made my day, no matter who you are. for asking 'are you okay?' when i have a frown. for supporting the council and for being you! Thank you God. my sweetheart-nsq: for being my reminder of life each and every day. for showing me there is more to life than what i see on the surface (: for all those random emails you've left me and making me feel important in your life. for giving me the chance to be with you as you go through your rough times. for keeping the love for Cedar embedded in me. for the inner strength that you have that awes me! for being the pretty girl that you are, both on the outside as well as in the inside ((: Thank you God for this girl! my lj-rgs-sixers friends-roby, azu, azi and diana: for being the fun people that you guys are! ((: for all that sisterly love you guys have within the sixers. for all those comments you guys have left along the way on my livejournal and for instilling some sense of confidence in me (: Thank you God! my long time lj friends-ceetee, saliha, nhr, mally, josh, qis, iqah, raf, azlyn (so many la!): for the strength and support you guys have given me (((: for the love you have showered me and for being the warm arms i run to for virtual hugs. for loving me for who i am and for putting up with my nonsensical rambles on my livejournal posts. for the friendships we have forged that will last for a long long time even if we go on till forever not meeting each other. for the fun in knowing that some day i might be walking past you in public and be too shy to say hi. for being a bunch of great friends i'll never dream of leaving ((: Thank you God! my long lost cousin in law-Natasha: for the hugs and kisses and fun girly fun! for always understanding me and for never saying i'm wrong (x for being the darling that you are and for being both family and friend :D for the pictures that makes me smile no matter how down i am. for basically, being you! Thank you God! ME: for the love he has for me. for the patience he has when it comes to me and my feelings (: for always understanding and always saying i'm pretty :D for always being him around me and for giving me the warm sense of belonging. for continuing to be the great guy friend he is even after what has happened between us (: for the secret friendship we have! Thank you God. my tpjc friends-yanto, ain, shafiq...: for being great buddies! (((: for always making me feel welcome in your college. for being so proud of me, yanto. for listening to me whine and all, shafiq. for being a great gurlfriend, ain ((: thank you God! for everyone else in my life: well, for playing a part in making me who i am today ((: Thank you God. long entry (: take care, y'all! and slmat hari raya aidilfitri in advanced! oh and if i dont reply to your smses tmr, sorry! (x the sms limit is dying (x -lovelove* |Reply| 34 |Comment| Memories|Edit |

[Tuesday, November 1st, 2005] I was looking through my past entries on livejournal and i found this.. I'm so inspired to be in Vj's student council IF I get there =)Hahaha..sheesh..so perasan WOW. and that was when i was Sec 3 (((: look where i am today. talk about bigdreams becoming reality ((: |Reply| 9 |Comment| Memories|Edit |

[Tuesday, November 1st, 2005] [ music | Secret Love : Jojo ] Just a friend That’s all I’ve ever been to you Oh just a girl Who wants to be the center of your world But I ain’t got much to offer But my heart and soul And I guess that’s not enough For you to notice me Craig David makes me feel sexy (: I'm hooked on Death Cab For Cutie, dont ask me why! It's slowly pushing Dashboard Confessional off the edge and replacing it as my number one favourite band (x and yesh, i think i've gotten over my Matchbook Romance fetish i had since last year. lol. Jasmine's email made me feel like running to her and hugging her. I thank God for the gurlies I've found in college especially Celine, Jia Wei (i cant believe we never talked in Cedar!), Jas and Tiq. I'll miss these gurlies when i graduate next year and all the lovely memories Victoria has given me ((: and of course, Meghna and Madhuri, i'll miss doubly when they leave this year :( I can't believe I've got PW OP dry run tmr from 2pm-5pm -grumbles* NONSENSE. Mugging is moving at a progressive speed this week. I've started on math and i'm determined to get at least a B for next year's Common Test. Mohan's gonna kill me for not touching chemistry this week (x but what he doesnt know wont kill him. lol. HAPPY DEEPAVALI, chemistrytutor :D and everyone else who celebrates it ((: This week has been a week of discovery for me ((: You don’t know how it feels to be so in love With someone who doesn’t even know I love this song ((((: [EDITED: updated the wishlist!] |Reply| 8 |Comment| Memories|Edit |

[Sunday, October 30th, 2005] [ mood | determined ] [ music | I will follow you into the dark : Death Cab For Cutie ] Love of mine some day you will die But I'll be close behind I'll follow you into the dark No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white Just our hands clasped so tight Waiting for the hint of a spark If heaven and hell decide That they both are satisfied Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs If there's no one beside you When your soul embarks Then I'll follow you into the dark In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule I got my knuckles brusied by a lady in black And I held my tongue as she told me "Son fear is the heart of love" So I never went back If heaven and hell decide That they both are satisfied Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs If there's no one beside you When your soul embarks Then I'll follow you into the dark You and me have seen everything to see From Bangkok to Calgary And the soles of your shoes are all worn down The time for sleep is now It's nothing to cry about Cause we'll hold each other soon The blackest of rooms If heaven and hell decide That they both are satisfied Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs If there's no one beside you When your soul embarks Then I'll follow you into the dark Then I'll follow you into the dark i'm hooked. |Comment| Memories|Edit |

[Saturday, October 29th, 2005] [ music | Wonderful : Everclear ] RAYA OUTING FOR VICTORIANS ((: 17-18th Nov! more details will come so keep checking my livejournal :D yayyayyayayay! this is gonna be funn (: and we get to do dikir for ChineseNewYear again :D :D :D i miss working with the melayu gang (x espesh Sum, Didi, Hanisah-s (since we did GPA together!) we havent done anything together since the bbq/picnic which was like 2367289467384 years ago (x lovelove for the minorities in school! springcleaning seems to be the only household chore i enjoy! cleared up the horrible mess in my room just now, all the nonsense notes i was mugging for promos :D and i did up a lovely postcard area above my noticeboard (((: so the postcards my friends have sent me from overseas and those that i bought are all there. makes me feel so excited! and i pasted the council song on my worktable along with this philosophical thing about change (x according to Dad, he won't let me take them off till i finish Uni since the glue will spoil the table top. so yayy i'll be in constant reminder of my darlings in the 22ndstudentscouncil. oh! we're off to France or USA this year (x secretly, im hoping we'll be off to France for 2 main reasons 1) KAK SYA! :D 2) we went to newyork-canada last year and san francisco the year before (so you get what i mean) okayy shall prance off and do my workplan for Nov-Dec 2005-2006 Adam Khoo, here i come! |Reply| 15 |Comment| Memories|Edit |

. [Friday, October 28th, 2005] [ music | Song for a friend : Jason Mraz ] Well you're magic he said But don't let it all go to your head Well I bet if you all had it all figured out Then you'd never get out of bed No doubt All the thing's that I've read what he wrote me Is now sounding like the man I was hoping To be Keep on keeping it real Cause it keeps getting easier indeed He's the reason that I'm laughing Even if there's no one else He said, you've got to love yourself You say, you shouldn't mumble when you speak But keep your tongue up in your cheek And if you stumble on to something better You better remember that it's humble that you seek You got all the skill you need, Individuality You got something Call it gumption Call it anything you want Because when you play the fool now You're only fooling everyone else You're learning to love yourself Yes you are There's no price to pay When you give and what you take, That's why it's easy to thank you You... Let's say take a break from the day And get back to the old garage Because life's too short anyway But at least it's better then average As long as you got me And I got you You know we'll got a lot to go around I'll be your friend Your other brother Another love to come and comfort you And I'll keep reminding If it's the only thing I ever do I will always love I will always love you Yes you I will always, always, always, always love I will always, always love I will always, always love, love (: |Reply| 8 |Comment| Memories|Edit |

[Wednesday, October 26th, 2005] Nothing seems to be the way That it used to Everything seems shallow God give me truth Realisation #1: i'm becoming more chinese by the day. PERIOD. i think by the end of this year, i'll become a chinese muslim. Realisation #2: results day is the most gloomy and depressing day on earth. Realisation #3: I DO NOT LIKE ASHWIN IN THAT WAY. eeyyeer. george can be a horrible idiot when he wants to be and today, he has been officially crowned the idiot of the year since hello, if youknowwho hears that i like another boy, i'm so never getting a chance with him! Realisation #4: I've got to work my ass off during Nov-Dec to make my sad grades into something that will shortlist me for Law. like seriously, starting today, i'm gonna mug like there's no tomorrow. Realisation #5: I love my council so much. i realise that i feel so belonged to victoria because of the friends i've made as a councillor especially my exco (: IN YOUR FACE. Realisation #6: someone told me today that i'm way too nice for my own good and that's why i'm always being taken for granted. he was like, "how many times have you done nice stuff for people, gone the extra mile for someone and how many times have people been nice and sweet to you? talk about karma" but later he sent me Jason Mraz's Song For A Friend so i love him for that. lol. Realisation #7: i'm already late to go shoe shopping with mummy. bye! Don't you run too fast my dear Why don't you stop? Just stop and listen to your tears They're all you've got |Reply| 8 |Comment| Memories|Edit |

random thought [Tuesday, October 25th, 2005] I feel most comfortable in my Victorian PE T-shirt. |Reply| 2 |Comment| Memories|Edit |

[Tuesday, October 25th, 2005] [ music | Plane : Jason Mraz ] Matchbox Twenty is the love (: i cant live without you tell me, what am i supposed to do about it? tell me can i be your heartache? NAIMA won (((: ohmygod. she is like so hot! -goes into a bimbo trance* anyways, it's not unexpected since some one told me way ahead of time that she was gonna win. modelling; every girl's dream job (x went out with Tassia yesterday :D much love and fun as you usual! haha the suntec outing was fun fun fun. and i cant wait till raya when i'm rich so we can go out and buy anything we want! :D and loads of candies and chocs. A big thankyou to Celine and Jia Wei for the PRINTS notebook they got me and to Danial and Dalila for another PRINTS notebook :D so now i have two PRINTS notebook! sofunsofun. i lovelove notebooks! (oh my, i'm so secretarial now) (((((: you make me one happyhappy girl and the best thing? you dont even know! For the past few days, every time i'm walking into school, Jason Mraz's Plane plays on my shuffle. Coincidence? I cant wait to go on vacation this year :D when is December gonna come? And i've made a new friend yesterday (: And SAIFUL! YOUR JELLY BEANS (x |Reply| 7 |Comment| Memories|Edit |

[Sunday, October 23rd, 2005] Added pictures to the layout (: scroll over to find out who you're seeing in the pictures and how important they are to me :D i love this layout! it's so me. Achievements of the day : that and i'm done with OP Now, i'm gonna secretly make my own skirt without my parents finding out and finish studying chemistry. seriously, i dont feel like going to school tmr but Mr Chow happily booked us a slot for OP rehearsal so yeahh. i cant wait for my hair to grow. G R O W. |Reply| 11 |Comment| Memories|Edit |

[Saturday, October 22nd, 2005] SMU is tempting me like nobody's business. Business Law, hmmhmm. NUS law faculty is pushing me away with their conditions =( i need an A and 2 Bs alongside a B3 for GP and great CCA record. blah. plus there's that nonsense essay and interview. i'm so malas. k, if you're the head of the law faculty, i love LAW i just get nervous easily. Darylinie is the best person to talk to during Uni Admission Talks ((: He kept me awake 70% of the time coz the 30% of that, he was sleeping =P Something Corporate is love. And so are you ;) Natasha, you adorable tj girl you! i love love love you. and Saiful, much thanks and love. |Reply| 12 |Comment| Memories|Edit |

[Friday, October 21st, 2005] you need a friend i'll be around dont let this end before i see you again what can i say to convince you to change your mind bout me? i'm gonna love you more than anyone. i'm gonna hold you closer than before and when i kiss your soul, your body'll be free i'll be free for you anytime i'm gonna love you more than anyone. look into my eye what do you see? not just the colour, look inside of me. tell me all you need and i will try, i will try. thumpthumpthump. |Comment| Memories|Edit |

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